Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Trying

My eyes are burning
My chest is aching
I cannot breath

I am angry and pissed off
I am disappointed and let down
I am hurt and broken...
but I still love!

How did I get here?
How could I have let this happen?

Everyone says be strong...I used to be.
I am trying. I am failing over and over with every tear.

I just want the pain to stop!

All I ever wanted was to be loved!

Why am I the unloveable one?????

2 comments:

Ms.Cupcake said...

Loss for words....I would like to erase this whole past year. Would like to go back in time and that we cant do. If we could I would be a size 12 yippee. :) You cannot love others until you love yourself and that I am sad to say you do not! No one can fix you as you cant fix others. So you made some poor choices in men...who doesnt? But we learn. We gain something from every loss. Whether you realize it or not. I love you and like I said you need to mourn your loss and that is what you are doing...I am here!!

Anonymous said...

I have only met you once, but I can assure you that you are not unloveable. Mr. Perfect is out there and when the time is right, he'll come along. I know that's cliche and sucks to hear when you aren't wanting to hear crap like that. Keep your head high and smile bright... you never know when Mr. Perfect will be watching you.